Wind

Today the wind feels like home

Train wreck

I woke up

crying

clinging to my

husband's pillow
he is out

for the day. 

I am not out

I am in all the

time

in my head

nothing

can stop the train wreck that is

me. 

So I cry into

pillows and

couches and

cereal because

I have nothing else

to do

And I'm sad